





I woke up in a real funk this morning. Not really any thing specific bothering me but just couldn't get this down feeling to shake off. Wanted to cry but just couldn't which is unusual for me. Got to work early because I had so much to get done before seeing patients. My doctor got there and knew something was bothering me. Told her I was just in a funk and that I had prayed on the way to work to help me get rid of the feeling I was having. Also prayed for patience, but you know I am not good at patience. The Dr. was standing in front of the nurses station and told me to come around to where she was standing. I said okay. So I went around and she said look up there. Above our back door is a window and in the window you can see the cross on the church behind us. She said when they use to do regular charting before we had the computers and she would be frazzled, she would look up and feel a sense of peace and comfort. So a couple of times today I looked at that cross and did feel better. All of us need to take a couple of minutes and think about all our blessings. All the things that we take for granted and all that we have. We may want for more but we are all holding our heads above water. We should thank God every day for our health, the happiness that our family times bring. On my way home I thought about that cross several times. What a good feeling it was and it did bring comfort and joy. As I write this I am still a little down, but I count all the blessings that I have and it makes me smile. Tomorrow will be another day and hopefully I will be in a different mood. But, always I will have blessings of my family. That will always make me smile.
